Chris Fettes

And this is where, even more so than any other time, where there's no room for the soul, I think, in those. And that's a sacrifice that warriors have to make, in my opinion, to do what they do sometimes. And that's where the detachment from that is so hard afterwards to come back to. Because you've just...

And this is where, even more so than any other time, where there's no room for the soul, I think, in those. And that's a sacrifice that warriors have to make, in my opinion, to do what they do sometimes. And that's where the detachment from that is so hard afterwards to come back to. Because you've just...

And this is where, even more so than any other time, where there's no room for the soul, I think, in those. And that's a sacrifice that warriors have to make, in my opinion, to do what they do sometimes. And that's where the detachment from that is so hard afterwards to come back to. Because you've just...

moments of detachment from that for so long over time you know and in history some have been able to to figure that to stay attached connected to that soul while they're doing it but uh that just wasn't the case for what i where i was at right and what guys around me were at and why it's so hard right now guys coming out so We get up. I'm the first guy to touch the target.

moments of detachment from that for so long over time you know and in history some have been able to to figure that to stay attached connected to that soul while they're doing it but uh that just wasn't the case for what i where i was at right and what guys around me were at and why it's so hard right now guys coming out so We get up. I'm the first guy to touch the target.

moments of detachment from that for so long over time you know and in history some have been able to to figure that to stay attached connected to that soul while they're doing it but uh that just wasn't the case for what i where i was at right and what guys around me were at and why it's so hard right now guys coming out so We get up. I'm the first guy to touch the target.

I climb up, sneak up to the roof, my spot. And my job is to protect the assaulters, right, and see what they can't see. So we have another team coming around on the other side, a little delayed because they went a different way. They weren't sure if we had been, you know, compromised at all yet. My opinion is we still weren't.

I climb up, sneak up to the roof, my spot. And my job is to protect the assaulters, right, and see what they can't see. So we have another team coming around on the other side, a little delayed because they went a different way. They weren't sure if we had been, you know, compromised at all yet. My opinion is we still weren't.

I climb up, sneak up to the roof, my spot. And my job is to protect the assaulters, right, and see what they can't see. So we have another team coming around on the other side, a little delayed because they went a different way. They weren't sure if we had been, you know, compromised at all yet. My opinion is we still weren't.

So they climb up, they get set, they get ready, and in the meantime, I'm looking over down here, and there's five people sleeping in the courtyard. We knew that. And on the way, trying to figure out who they are, what they are, making sure none of them are the hostages, right? There's a lot that goes into that identification, you know? Hair color, skin color. You know, what do they look like?

So they climb up, they get set, they get ready, and in the meantime, I'm looking over down here, and there's five people sleeping in the courtyard. We knew that. And on the way, trying to figure out who they are, what they are, making sure none of them are the hostages, right? There's a lot that goes into that identification, you know? Hair color, skin color. You know, what do they look like?

So they climb up, they get set, they get ready, and in the meantime, I'm looking over down here, and there's five people sleeping in the courtyard. We knew that. And on the way, trying to figure out who they are, what they are, making sure none of them are the hostages, right? There's a lot that goes into that identification, you know? Hair color, skin color. You know, what do they look like?

Is there any chance that they're... They used to dress them up like in burkas, you know, so that we'd think that they were women, right? So there wasn't any of that. They're all males. And through a process of that, you know, getting to 100% clarity that, like, none of them are the hostages. But at the same time, you know, going, hey, the ROE... The intel...

Is there any chance that they're... They used to dress them up like in burkas, you know, so that we'd think that they were women, right? So there wasn't any of that. They're all males. And through a process of that, you know, getting to 100% clarity that, like, none of them are the hostages. But at the same time, you know, going, hey, the ROE... The intel...

Is there any chance that they're... They used to dress them up like in burkas, you know, so that we'd think that they were women, right? So there wasn't any of that. They're all males. And through a process of that, you know, getting to 100% clarity that, like, none of them are the hostages. But at the same time, you know, going, hey, the ROE... The intel...

is saying that who these guys are and what networks they're part of, when they know we're here, they might blow up the whole fucking thing in themselves. They're willing to do that, right? And all of us. And we've experienced that before. Or they're going to fucking spray something from their little sleeping nest. And in my job, Yeah, we're on a mission. The hostages are the most important.

is saying that who these guys are and what networks they're part of, when they know we're here, they might blow up the whole fucking thing in themselves. They're willing to do that, right? And all of us. And we've experienced that before. Or they're going to fucking spray something from their little sleeping nest. And in my job, Yeah, we're on a mission. The hostages are the most important.

is saying that who these guys are and what networks they're part of, when they know we're here, they might blow up the whole fucking thing in themselves. They're willing to do that, right? And all of us. And we've experienced that before. Or they're going to fucking spray something from their little sleeping nest. And in my job, Yeah, we're on a mission. The hostages are the most important.

But if I hesitate in a decision, dude, I've gone through this so much and I'm going to try my best here. Because I went through a whole process for years of... making sure I'm not justifying, but justifying and like going back and forth with my ego, just trying to understand this thing.

But if I hesitate in a decision, dude, I've gone through this so much and I'm going to try my best here. Because I went through a whole process for years of... making sure I'm not justifying, but justifying and like going back and forth with my ego, just trying to understand this thing.