Chris Fettes

It's always connected to these kids to the point where I don't want to forget them. And I don't know how best to explain this, but I actually find myself thinking about it so much that it's like a little, it's like a, it's some form of love for them, you know? Like, and what is their, dude, this is the hardest thing.

I believe that this is an experience, and just like if you're religious, I'm not even religious, but I see all these themes through every religious text that I've ever read. I try to read all of them. This is a body.

I believe that this is an experience, and just like if you're religious, I'm not even religious, but I see all these themes through every religious text that I've ever read. I try to read all of them. This is a body.

I believe that this is an experience, and just like if you're religious, I'm not even religious, but I see all these themes through every religious text that I've ever read. I try to read all of them. This is a body.

right that contains a soul and death is just a transition into the next experience whatever it might be but that's the thing we're always fussing about and arguing about like uh you know what what uh what is reincarnation what is all you know and literally fighting wars with each other about our different beliefs about about something we can't know here yet you know and um

right that contains a soul and death is just a transition into the next experience whatever it might be but that's the thing we're always fussing about and arguing about like uh you know what what uh what is reincarnation what is all you know and literally fighting wars with each other about our different beliefs about about something we can't know here yet you know and um

right that contains a soul and death is just a transition into the next experience whatever it might be but that's the thing we're always fussing about and arguing about like uh you know what what uh what is reincarnation what is all you know and literally fighting wars with each other about our different beliefs about about something we can't know here yet you know and um

So I find myself thinking about where they're at, you know. Same way I think about my grandfather. Before he passed away, some of the last words he said to me, I was able to sit by him next to the bed and talk. I was like, dude, Grandpa, I want to say things, but I don't know how. He's like, you can say whatever you want, you know. And I was like, well, here's what I want to say.

So I find myself thinking about where they're at, you know. Same way I think about my grandfather. Before he passed away, some of the last words he said to me, I was able to sit by him next to the bed and talk. I was like, dude, Grandpa, I want to say things, but I don't know how. He's like, you can say whatever you want, you know. And I was like, well, here's what I want to say.

So I find myself thinking about where they're at, you know. Same way I think about my grandfather. Before he passed away, some of the last words he said to me, I was able to sit by him next to the bed and talk. I was like, dude, Grandpa, I want to say things, but I don't know how. He's like, you can say whatever you want, you know. And I was like, well, here's what I want to say.

You've been such a mentor to me. Everything I've done You've given me the validation. You've been so proud of me. You know, he was so proud that I made it to SEAL Team 6. And I wanted to do this ice cream thing next so he could see. It didn't happen in time.

You've been such a mentor to me. Everything I've done You've given me the validation. You've been so proud of me. You know, he was so proud that I made it to SEAL Team 6. And I wanted to do this ice cream thing next so he could see. It didn't happen in time.

You've been such a mentor to me. Everything I've done You've given me the validation. You've been so proud of me. You know, he was so proud that I made it to SEAL Team 6. And I wanted to do this ice cream thing next so he could see. It didn't happen in time.

But the thing I wanted to say, I was like, whatever you're feeling, I can imagine that you must be going through your whole life as an experience. And even to include things you might not have resolved with some of your sons because there were some tensions, there were some things going on, you know, family things that always exist.

But the thing I wanted to say, I was like, whatever you're feeling, I can imagine that you must be going through your whole life as an experience. And even to include things you might not have resolved with some of your sons because there were some tensions, there were some things going on, you know, family things that always exist.

But the thing I wanted to say, I was like, whatever you're feeling, I can imagine that you must be going through your whole life as an experience. And even to include things you might not have resolved with some of your sons because there were some tensions, there were some things going on, you know, family things that always exist.

And I was like, but what I think is that deep down inside you, to the core of your soul, what you really are is just little boy Jack, seven-year-old. That's what I visualize as the most authentic, the most authentic. real version of me that I ever was before anything happened to me, before any of those traumas, those conflicts, those things.

And I was like, but what I think is that deep down inside you, to the core of your soul, what you really are is just little boy Jack, seven-year-old. That's what I visualize as the most authentic, the most authentic. real version of me that I ever was before anything happened to me, before any of those traumas, those conflicts, those things.

And I was like, but what I think is that deep down inside you, to the core of your soul, what you really are is just little boy Jack, seven-year-old. That's what I visualize as the most authentic, the most authentic. real version of me that I ever was before anything happened to me, before any of those traumas, those conflicts, those things.

And so going into myself was like a hostage rescue to grab that little boy and bring him back through all that fucking bullshit. So those kids now I think about, and I don't want to forget them,