Chris Fettes

And so going into myself was like a hostage rescue to grab that little boy and bring him back through all that fucking bullshit. So those kids now I think about, and I don't want to forget them,

And so going into myself was like a hostage rescue to grab that little boy and bring him back through all that fucking bullshit. So those kids now I think about, and I don't want to forget them,

Yeah. So for a long time, like I said, like coping, we talked about PTSD, you know, in the teams and soft. I like to use that word because just like other words, society, we attach too much stigma to those words. So it's like PTSD is like this thing no one wants to have.

Yeah. So for a long time, like I said, like coping, we talked about PTSD, you know, in the teams and soft. I like to use that word because just like other words, society, we attach too much stigma to those words. So it's like PTSD is like this thing no one wants to have.

Yeah. So for a long time, like I said, like coping, we talked about PTSD, you know, in the teams and soft. I like to use that word because just like other words, society, we attach too much stigma to those words. So it's like PTSD is like this thing no one wants to have.

Because we know that if you're labeled with it or attached to it, no matter how many, how anonymous they make the reporting system of it or whatever you do with a psychologist or whatever, you're not going to, I'm not going to because I want to be operational. That's my mission. So I like to call it coping instead.

Because we know that if you're labeled with it or attached to it, no matter how many, how anonymous they make the reporting system of it or whatever you do with a psychologist or whatever, you're not going to, I'm not going to because I want to be operational. That's my mission. So I like to call it coping instead.

Because we know that if you're labeled with it or attached to it, no matter how many, how anonymous they make the reporting system of it or whatever you do with a psychologist or whatever, you're not going to, I'm not going to because I want to be operational. That's my mission. So I like to call it coping instead.

We all cope with it in different ways that we, in our culture, we make, just like in society, we make certain things socially acceptable. Anything but, you know, encourage each other to change our lifestyles, do something healthy, you know, because it doesn't fit in the culture. And that's the thing why culture is such a powerful thing.

We all cope with it in different ways that we, in our culture, we make, just like in society, we make certain things socially acceptable. Anything but, you know, encourage each other to change our lifestyles, do something healthy, you know, because it doesn't fit in the culture. And that's the thing why culture is such a powerful thing.

We all cope with it in different ways that we, in our culture, we make, just like in society, we make certain things socially acceptable. Anything but, you know, encourage each other to change our lifestyles, do something healthy, you know, because it doesn't fit in the culture. And that's the thing why culture is such a powerful thing.

So my coping with it was I was trying my best to forget it, and then I was having these fucking nonstop nightmares. It was tough for my wife because it'd be like I'd be stuck in the dream and making these strange noises because I knew I was in a dream and I was trying to get out of it because I didn't want to look at that.

So my coping with it was I was trying my best to forget it, and then I was having these fucking nonstop nightmares. It was tough for my wife because it'd be like I'd be stuck in the dream and making these strange noises because I knew I was in a dream and I was trying to get out of it because I didn't want to look at that.

So my coping with it was I was trying my best to forget it, and then I was having these fucking nonstop nightmares. It was tough for my wife because it'd be like I'd be stuck in the dream and making these strange noises because I knew I was in a dream and I was trying to get out of it because I didn't want to look at that.

these kids and like the hardest part is like I know the image of what it looked like like even even one of them kind of like got up a little bit and like there's bullets through them and then kind of like laid back down and this shit tormented me in the dreams that every time he got up it was like my younger for some reason my younger son's face

these kids and like the hardest part is like I know the image of what it looked like like even even one of them kind of like got up a little bit and like there's bullets through them and then kind of like laid back down and this shit tormented me in the dreams that every time he got up it was like my younger for some reason my younger son's face

these kids and like the hardest part is like I know the image of what it looked like like even even one of them kind of like got up a little bit and like there's bullets through them and then kind of like laid back down and this shit tormented me in the dreams that every time he got up it was like my younger for some reason my younger son's face

So then I developed this fucking belief that if anything traumatic happens to either one of them through their lives, it's because of me. And I was like, that's the message I was getting. And then I was like doing, I was like essentially shooting my own. And I think the reason it was him is because he's a little bit more of the adventurous, like he just goes for it. So it's actually awesome now.

So then I developed this fucking belief that if anything traumatic happens to either one of them through their lives, it's because of me. And I was like, that's the message I was getting. And then I was like doing, I was like essentially shooting my own. And I think the reason it was him is because he's a little bit more of the adventurous, like he just goes for it. So it's actually awesome now.

So then I developed this fucking belief that if anything traumatic happens to either one of them through their lives, it's because of me. And I was like, that's the message I was getting. And then I was like doing, I was like essentially shooting my own. And I think the reason it was him is because he's a little bit more of the adventurous, like he just goes for it. So it's actually awesome now.