Christina

Okay.

And so it was kind of like, if you want to say goodbye, now's your time.

And so I chose to go and she was very kind and very grateful that I went.

Yeah, it was pretty surface level.

I was going to say, you can't be shocked at that.

A couple of times.

Yeah.

And I think that listening back to it kind of helped me look at it from a different perspective.

I think with Isabel, I blamed her for ruining my life for a lot of years.

And in order for me to move forward, I needed to let go of that old kind of story.

I think it's a really dangerous thing to...

to guess what our life would have or could have been like, had this thing happened or not happened.

And that kind of steals the joy from the present moment.

And I just made a decision that I was done letting my past define me or letting

steal my joy essentially.

And that sounds very like, I don't know.

Um, after that interview with her, I just was kind of like, Oh, I'm trying to get blood from a stone and that's just never going to happen.

Um,

Yeah, I think that was very powerful and very healing.

One thing that was very interesting for me was after our interview, Levi got really emotional and was like, I can't imagine how hard that was for you.