Ciara McGeehan

Maybe my purse won't be as happy because you're drinking a couple of coffees a day, it's expensive.

But yeah, that toxicity really built and it just got harder and harder.

And by the end of it...

like this last, like the book won't contain what this next six rounds felt.

And the last six rounds I've just went through were even tougher again.

Like, yeah, in the last couple of rounds, like I would, my sister would bring me home from my chemo.

And previously I'd go out and see Tommy in his office.

He has a wee shumra at the bottom of the garden.

And I'd talk to him.

I'd sit down for a wee while.

on the wee sofa that we'd bought deliberately so I could nap out there while he worked and still be close to each other.

Come the latter stages of this, I just got home, walked straight upstairs and went to bed.

I wouldn't wake up until like lunchtime the next day.

And then I'd sleep for a solid

four days now bearing in mind at that stage i was on a syringe driver so because i couldn't keep my anti-sickness tablets down they gave me a syringe driver which for anybody who doesn't know it's the drugs put into a syringe and it's just a very simple mechanism of this slow pump that it just suddenly pushes the syringe it's very simple um but that would be attached into my stomach

And another thing for me to carry around.

And like one of the anti-sickness is kind of like a low dose type sedative thing.

So just knocked me out.

And I just sleep.

The timing could have been better.