Cindy

If you're going to say it to me through email, let everyone see.

I've got no shame.

Under the encouragement of the police, because he had keys to my home, I was instructed to put a restraining order against him, which I did, which he did not object to.

So that's in place now for two years, so there will be no more communication.

And the Instagram thing...

you know, not my finest moment, but it's like I was being...

berated through messages.

I don't know what else to tell you.

They disappeared after 24 hours, let's be real.

I bought a home and it's a beautiful house and it took quite a while for me to be able to even enjoy it and to be excited about it because, yeah, when I moved in I couldn't even walk.

And my 70-year-old almost parents are like helping move my entire life into this house and it was rough.

It was really rough.

But I...

again have such incredible friends and they've been with me like through every step of the way and I'm just so so blessed to have them they're the best

Yeah, it took a while.

I think because of the comments he made and stuff, I did jump back out there and tried to find self-worth from men and whatever.

It was fun for a little bit.

It's not

Yeah, I'm off that now.

I'm just focusing on myself and working on myself.