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Clark Fredericks

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Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

So, like, and I've had so many people who have, like, sent me messages, I'm going to go do what you just did or what you have done. I'm going to go do the same. And I'm like, dude, like, don't do it. You know, like, I've been to prison. Like, prison's hell. Like, you're literally, you're literally, they win. They win. By dragging your life to the grave in shit.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

So, like, and I've had so many people who have, like, sent me messages, I'm going to go do what you just did or what you have done. I'm going to go do the same. And I'm like, dude, like, don't do it. You know, like, I've been to prison. Like, prison's hell. Like, you're literally, you're literally, they win. They win. By dragging your life to the grave in shit.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

So, like, had I gotten a life sentence, Dennis Pegg won. He would have won. Like, he would have controlled me from age, you could say six when he first touched me, all the way to the grave. Like, you can't allow your abuser to control you to the grave. You can't. That's the sinful part of it. Like, you can't. You can't give these pieces of shit that much control. You can't.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

So, like, had I gotten a life sentence, Dennis Pegg won. He would have won. Like, he would have controlled me from age, you could say six when he first touched me, all the way to the grave. Like, you can't allow your abuser to control you to the grave. You can't. That's the sinful part of it. Like, you can't. You can't give these pieces of shit that much control. You can't.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

And by killing them, that's what you do. They're controlling you to the grave by sitting in a prison cell for the rest of your life, being tortured every day in prison. Prison is hell, dude. And you just can't do that. Because your life does not have to be forfeited just because you were abused. It doesn't. You can get past it. You can heal from it. You got to address it.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

And by killing them, that's what you do. They're controlling you to the grave by sitting in a prison cell for the rest of your life, being tortured every day in prison. Prison is hell, dude. And you just can't do that. Because your life does not have to be forfeited just because you were abused. It doesn't. You can get past it. You can heal from it. You got to address it.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

You can't keep it to yourself and think you're going to have a normal life. It's all going to come out. It's where midlife crisis has come from. All my therapists are like, my brother kept it at bay by building a business in a family, but it was there and it was just waiting to come out. I kept it at bay in my 20s by sleeping with women, in my 30s by gambling, riding Harleys, living fast.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

You can't keep it to yourself and think you're going to have a normal life. It's all going to come out. It's where midlife crisis has come from. All my therapists are like, my brother kept it at bay by building a business in a family, but it was there and it was just waiting to come out. I kept it at bay in my 20s by sleeping with women, in my 30s by gambling, riding Harleys, living fast.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

coke into my thirties and forties partying drugs and alcohol. I kept it at bay, but it was there. It was waiting and it's going to come out. So you got to address it. Like I am the face of, you have to address your pain. You know, like I've done what everybody says they want to do. And I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm here to say, that's not the way you heal. It's not going to, it's, it's not going to work.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

coke into my thirties and forties partying drugs and alcohol. I kept it at bay, but it was there. It was waiting and it's going to come out. So you got to address it. Like I am the face of, you have to address your pain. You know, like I've done what everybody says they want to do. And I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm here to say, that's not the way you heal. It's not going to, it's, it's not going to work.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

I have my own podcast and I actually had the prosecutor in my case come on. And one of the questions I asked him, what could I have done different? And he said, statute of limitations had long run out. There's really, legally, there was nothing you could have done different, nothing. This guy had gotten out from under, A minimum of three cases brought against him by young boys.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

I have my own podcast and I actually had the prosecutor in my case come on. And one of the questions I asked him, what could I have done different? And he said, statute of limitations had long run out. There's really, legally, there was nothing you could have done different, nothing. This guy had gotten out from under, A minimum of three cases brought against him by young boys.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

That one, the mother in the Dunkin' Donuts, her and her son filed charges. He would come, she worked the third shift. He would come and sit during her third shift, you know, midnight on, and threaten her life, threaten her son's life. You guys are gonna pull those charges or your son's dead. You're dead. And they eventually pulled their charges. Oh, what the fuck?

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

That one, the mother in the Dunkin' Donuts, her and her son filed charges. He would come, she worked the third shift. He would come and sit during her third shift, you know, midnight on, and threaten her life, threaten her son's life. You guys are gonna pull those charges or your son's dead. You're dead. And they eventually pulled their charges. Oh, what the fuck?

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

Two other Boy Scouts went away on the jamborees. Like you mentioned, like, oh, I'm going to be nervous if my son joins the Scouts and goes on a weekend trip, you know. Two different Scouts at different times went on weekend jamborees with Peg and came home with hickeys all over their body. And their parents, like, saw them with their shirt off. Like, what are those marks?

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

Two other Boy Scouts went away on the jamborees. Like you mentioned, like, oh, I'm going to be nervous if my son joins the Scouts and goes on a weekend trip, you know. Two different Scouts at different times went on weekend jamborees with Peg and came home with hickeys all over their body. And their parents, like, saw them with their shirt off. Like, what are those marks?

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

And then like it went down below their belt line. And a mother took her son to the state police, filed charges. The father came the next day, recanted those charges, said, I don't want my son labeled gay. The other child with the hickeys, the parents filed charges. And, you know, whether it was a week, two, three, four down the road, they said our son's too traumatized to testify.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

And then like it went down below their belt line. And a mother took her son to the state police, filed charges. The father came the next day, recanted those charges, said, I don't want my son labeled gay. The other child with the hickeys, the parents filed charges. And, you know, whether it was a week, two, three, four down the road, they said our son's too traumatized to testify.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

We're dropping the charges. So he got out of those charges. Another instance was the state police investigated a case, put together a dossier, took it to the prosecutor's office, and whether it got swept under the rug, whether they thought there wasn't enough evidence, nothing ever came of it. So that's four there. Yeah.

Camp Gagnon
I Stabbed And Killed My Childhood Abuser

We're dropping the charges. So he got out of those charges. Another instance was the state police investigated a case, put together a dossier, took it to the prosecutor's office, and whether it got swept under the rug, whether they thought there wasn't enough evidence, nothing ever came of it. So that's four there. Yeah.