Clark Fredericks

He didn't scare me in the least.

So I go home to meet my friend who's dropping off all the equipment.

He's going to start the next day.

the power washing equipment.

And I tell him this story of seeing this guy.

He knew the story, you know, how I got burned.

And I tell him about seeing this guy.

And he's like, that guy's gotta be number one on your hit list.

And Deb, for the first time in almost 33 years,

before I could stop my mouth from like speaking the words, I had no control over myself.

I wasn't coherent enough and I wasn't mindful enough and I wasn't present enough.

I said, actually, he's number two.

The piece of shit who raped me as a kid is number one.

And there it's out for the first time.

And like time stopped, it stood still.

And the air was thick between my friend and I. And he's looking at me, he's like, are you for real?

And I'm like, yeah, I'm for real.

And he starts asking me who he is, where does he live?

And I'm like, I assume he still lives.

The house was literally two miles away.