Clark Fredericks

And I felt that coming on me, this paralysis.

and my heart's thumping and my mind is just swirling and the sweat is pouring out of my palms and I'm palpitating.

And before I just like crumble into a ball in his driveway, I march up to his front door and I rip it open.

And I had brought a knife with me.

I brought, he was the firearms instructor

for two counties.

Every law enforcement officer has to get recertified every year and they had to go to him to get recertified.

This guy was a complete gun nut.

This guy has been raping children for 45 years.

This guy, this was basically a suicide mission I went on.

This guy should have a gun holstered, taped to his couch under each table, on the bathroom wall, in his bedroom.

And I rip open his front door and there I am, a rape victim of his, standing there 9.30 at night.

And what he said to me determined all the next events.

He casually looks over his shoulder, puts his arm up and goes, hey, how are you?

I'm in his doorway holding a knife, 9.30 at night.

You raped me as a child and you just carefree dismiss me.

Hey, how are you?

And people reach out to me all the time and they want to confront their abuser.

Not like a violent, they wanna confront her.

And I say, no, don't do it.