Clark Fredericks

And he slipped in blood, fell down, and he was up against the wall.

And I kneeled down in front of him.

I got eye level with him.

And I said, it's not so fun raping little boys now, is it, Dennis?

And I slit his throat.

And I told my buddy who was standing in the doorway, like wide-eyed, I'm like, go down and get your van and bring it up here.

And I just wanted to be alone for a minute.

And I haven't been back to that house since he raped me.

And I walked over to the bedroom he raped me in.

And there's bloody footprints that walk over to that bedroom, stop at the doorway.

And I spit on his bed.

And I did what almost every single abuse victim has at one point thought of doing.

Like what is done to you is so horrific and violent and extreme that your mind can only think of revenge to even the score.

I stopped a predator from ever harming another child.

And that's a good thing.

but it in no way whatsoever did anything for healing.

Like you don't heal from the trauma of abuse by adding in the trauma of murder.

Like you don't do it.

And so many people are like, come on, man, you had to feel good after that.

And I'm like,