Clark Fredericks

And I put a wall up between God and me back then.

And I went through this, God to me became a lucky rabbit's foot.

Like I would get into risky drug deals and risky behavior and driving high and be like, you owe me, bro.

You better get me through this.

That was my relationship with God.

You owe me.

And now as I'm walking to my front door, I said to God, God, I'm done with life.

Like,

I forfeit the rest of it.

Please let one of these cops shoot me when I step out on my front porch.

And I stepped out and I put my hands out and I put my head back and nothing happened.

I was waiting for that crack of a gun just to be like, ah, it's over.

Instead, I was spreading gold on my front lawn, handcuffed and taken away to the police barracks.

At the police barracks,

something amazing happened.

The lieutenant of the state police who worked the crime scene came into my holding cell and said, I want to apologize to you.

I go, what do you want to apologize to me for?

And he's like, I've known about Dennis Pegg for a long time.

I've heard rumors about him, but I can't arrest somebody for rumors.

Like people think he's gay.