Clark Fredericks

And then it like and I've heard this from so many other victims of abuse where like the eyes would literally change. You could see his eyes dilate and become dark and just his presence got dark and his everything about him changed. And so many other victims, you know, like people I'll interview, they'll be like, and then their eyes changed. I'm like, you too?

And then it like and I've heard this from so many other victims of abuse where like the eyes would literally change. You could see his eyes dilate and become dark and just his presence got dark and his everything about him changed. And so many other victims, you know, like people I'll interview, they'll be like, and then their eyes changed. I'm like, you too?

And like, and I've heard that like countless times. And his eyes change and he becomes the aggressor and not realizing it then that he has a heart on, but, you know, would get me pinned to the ground and then gyrate on top of me. And, you know, it wasn't until I looked back on it when I was older, like, you know, what he was doing. Of course. Yeah. So it progressed to that.

And like, and I've heard that like countless times. And his eyes change and he becomes the aggressor and not realizing it then that he has a heart on, but, you know, would get me pinned to the ground and then gyrate on top of me. And, you know, it wasn't until I looked back on it when I was older, like, you know, what he was doing. Of course. Yeah. So it progressed to that.

Yeah. Yeah. Because I wasn't putting two and two together with the hard-on, you know, the erect penis and what, you know, what he was doing. Right. You know, just like... You know, not trying to look any more into it than like, whatever, you know.

Yeah. Yeah. Because I wasn't putting two and two together with the hard-on, you know, the erect penis and what, you know, what he was doing. Right. You know, just like... You know, not trying to look any more into it than like, whatever, you know.

Yeah. Yeah. It was at 11 and 12, you know, like things progress, you know, like it's like I said, he's spending years with me just to go from touching the scar to... to now wrestling matches with a hard-on. And over that time, he's showing me pornography.

Yeah. Yeah. It was at 11 and 12, you know, like things progress, you know, like it's like I said, he's spending years with me just to go from touching the scar to... to now wrestling matches with a hard-on. And over that time, he's showing me pornography.

He, you know, down at the lake, you know, come in my truck. And have a beer. He always had a six pack in his truck. And he's, you know, he's got this whole scenario where his friend just bought an old farmhouse and they were clearing it out and there was a desk left behind. And he opened up one of the drawers and it was filled with pornography.

He, you know, down at the lake, you know, come in my truck. And have a beer. He always had a six pack in his truck. And he's, you know, he's got this whole scenario where his friend just bought an old farmhouse and they were clearing it out and there was a desk left behind. And he opened up one of the drawers and it was filled with pornography.

And I grabbed a handful of them and here, let's look at them. And they're like, OK, cool. You know, like thinking like that. You know, oh, I might see some boobs or something, you know. And it's just Polaroids of close-up penises. And he's giggling and laughing, you know, and handing them to me. Aren't these so funny looking? And, you know, after... X amount of them that he handed over to me.

And I grabbed a handful of them and here, let's look at them. And they're like, OK, cool. You know, like thinking like that. You know, oh, I might see some boobs or something, you know. And it's just Polaroids of close-up penises. And he's giggling and laughing, you know, and handing them to me. Aren't these so funny looking? And, you know, after... X amount of them that he handed over to me.

I'm like, where's all the women, Den? He's like, oh, those must have been in the other drawer. I'll grab some of them next time I'm over there. I'm like, all right, you know. And just, you know, so it's testing me. It's getting me comfortable, you know, seeing penises, I guess. He's telling me how he was always going out west, right?

I'm like, where's all the women, Den? He's like, oh, those must have been in the other drawer. I'll grab some of them next time I'm over there. I'm like, all right, you know. And just, you know, so it's testing me. It's getting me comfortable, you know, seeing penises, I guess. He's telling me how he was always going out west, right?

And he told me how he met the Marlboro Man, who was the guy portrayed on the back of the magazines back in the day, always smoking. And the quintessential cool guy. And he tells me how he met the Marlboro Man and the Marlboro Man confided in him that he's gay. And he's like, it didn't bother me at all. He was the greatest guy in the world. We hung out for days out there.

And he told me how he met the Marlboro Man, who was the guy portrayed on the back of the magazines back in the day, always smoking. And the quintessential cool guy. And he tells me how he met the Marlboro Man and the Marlboro Man confided in him that he's gay. And he's like, it didn't bother me at all. He was the greatest guy in the world. We hung out for days out there.

So he's taken the most macho, coolest guy in society and making him gay. Right. Again, to test you, to get you comfortable with...

So he's taken the most macho, coolest guy in society and making him gay. Right. Again, to test you, to get you comfortable with...

Yeah. Just like, oh, that was gross and weird.

Yeah. Just like, oh, that was gross and weird.