Clark Fredericks

So for the next two years, I just worked on my third book proposal.

Yeah.

And my agent, when it was done, worked on getting a publishing deal.

And then that's when we got our publishing deal.

My brother, when I got out of prison, I was living at my mother's with my brother.

My brother self-destructed when I got locked up.

He lost his tire business.

He had a 33 acre farm that he lost.

He lost his marriage.

His kids weren't talking to him.

He just spiraled downward and downward and downward.

And he was completely shattered at the house, drinking every day.

And...

A couple of years ago in February, three years ago, February, I came home and I found him on our kitchen floor dead.

And I gave him mouth to mouth and chest compressions until the EMTs arrived.

And then they worked on him for an hour and he was already gone.

It was just so heartbreaking because I've literally...

And I say this humbly, I have inspired people around the world and given them tips to heal and grow.

And I couldn't reach my brother.

He didn't want to hear a thing from his younger brother, the healing guru, like didn't want to hear it and just drank himself to death.