Cody Brown
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Podcast Appearances
And like, I'm going to run this.
I'm going to do this.
I'm going to see the next day.
And it was just sheer elation.
The damage was, is that everything that happened would haunt me until something else happened.
And so I've been haunted ever since the interrogations happened.
And I need something new to get that out of my that out of my PTSD system.
I tried to come back to Billy.
Billy wouldn't let me.
Episode seven was really my crash.
I don't, I, it was a massive failure.
And as Billy would say, I was a flapping chicken.
I thought Billy would take my number right there.
I thought four was going home.
I just I felt that so badly.
And I felt like I had led Sean, in a sense, into the depths of stupidity.
I mean, because that's where we were.