Cody Brown

Rudy just felt warm to me almost the entire time.

So you have this place where you just want to please these guys.

But Billy comes up to me in the very beginning.

I've seen most of three seasons and he puts my head in the water, forces my head in the water when we're still in our civilian clothes.

And I giggled in the water and choked because I giggled because Billy pushing my head in the water was like Eddie Van Halen stringing my guitar for me.

Here's the thing.

Some of my motivation my whole life was pleasing my coach because I was an athlete as a child.

And I wanted to have a beer with Billy really bad.

And I wanted Rudy's approval.

So it's a weird thing being in that place because it's so weird.

like a love bipolar.

It's, it's so bizarre because it's, you know, Q comes up to me and says, good job, number four.

And I say, thank you, sir.

He says, it's just so the entire experience is surreal out of your mind.

You guys weren't screaming.

In Andrew's defense, there's this thing that happens with the interrogation

where we've been told to create a lie, and then they bring the truth back to us.

I mean, they start reading off of tabloids and telling me my life.

So I'm like, you guys already know everything.

So I just went silent.