Connor

Or I actually, at that point, didn't think there was a God.

I had thought that maybe that was another deception that kind of, I think, maybe threw the baby out with the bathwater and was like, oh yeah, no more God, like no more Jesus, no more spirituality.

Like none of that stuff exists.

It's not real.

It's a trick to get you to be tithing.

Like, and that's where I was at.

And so I kind of was...

Definitely very jaded and I kind of turned, I would say, like, cringe Reddit atheist.

It was very like, if we cannot prove it in a laboratory setting, it doesn't exist anymore.

Because someone hijacked my feeling system.

Now I can't trust that.

So it's like out the window.

That's where I was at for a while, like a long time.

And it's wild that I was in that headspace when this experience happened.

So I'm actually...

Not positive.

I mean, it's good that you'll be talking to my wife for this, because I'm not sure how the doll came into our lives.

We'd recently moved in together.

We'd been together a few years.

But it's kind of still in that new period where, like, just stuff appears.