Connor

What is the point of this?

What's going on?

What do I wake up for?

Everything goes into question.

Or even like, is honesty good?

It's just like everything, you've got to figure it all out for yourself.

And that's kind of the process I had to go through.

Rebuilding my belief system

without that framework that I was started with for that first 20 years of my life.

Growing up and like with Mormonism, a lot of the kind of paranormal stuff, either they've come up with like a good Mormon answer for it, or you don't talk about it.

And we don't talk about that.

So specifically, I'm thinking like ghosts.

I remember growing up, like even trying to like talk ghost stories and that stuff.

My dad was very quick to like shut it down.

He'd say things like, oh, these kind of conversations invite these like bad things, was basically what his answer was for it.

But so we never talked about it.

And so we never really got to like,

explore that or really go there.

After Mormonism, so after I kind of left that belief system, decided that wasn't true and like that that

wasn't really how you get close to God.