Craig McLaughlin

And it's not just national news, it's international news.

And I knew that if I'd done or said anything that day, I wouldn't have been listened to.

And so many sportsmen, celebrities, whatever, from time to time in their careers, they might be.

This was not that.

This was an execution.

This was a public crucifixion.

With people I thought were friends chewing up to buy a ticket for the Crucifixion Express.

How do you f***ing gather yourself in the face of that?

I'd ask anybody to think back to that day.

It nearly killed my family and my mum.

Nyssa.

And that woman Knowles, I don't know where she is now, but for me to hear immaterial I had to listen to without ever speaking to me, and I'm only singling her out,

for this one thing, to say, let's go nuclear, says it all, doesn't it?

Without ever uttering a word to me, without looking me in the eye, without letting me show her the text messages from my so-called castmates.

F*** it.

Let's go nuclear.

And by Christ, they did.