Cynthia Erivo

Can you describe that apathy?

Yeah, I don't wish him harm, but it's not like I'm waiting for some grand resolution.

I'm sort of okay with it being exactly what it is.

I have no desire to start a relationship.

I have no desire to mend a relationship.

It doesn't really occupy my thoughts that much.

Yes, yes it did.

You're going to miss this.

But it doesn't sustain.

If the point of doing the things you love or the point of doing a thing that you're good at is to make someone care about you, is to prove that you are meant to be loved, is to prove that you love.

are worthy of being loved, it doesn't sustain.

Because really and truly, the most important love is that of yourself.

It has to come from you first.

And it was a great driver, that sort of wanting to prove that

was really fantastic for a time.

It was really great.

I think maybe up until the Harriet of it all, I think that's when I thought, oh, maybe he'll see it and think I messed up.

Maybe I'll contact.

And I think it was when I had that thought that I thought, I don't know that this is the healthiest thing for me.

I think that's actually when I started therapy, just because it doesn't work.