Darren Waller

I guess it used to always just mean like sex with no condom, but now it's like they... No internet.

Now it's like having time of your day where you're... They call it raw dogging life.

So it's like time where it's like I set a 30 minute timer, put my phone down, I just sit there.

Because like a lot of what my makeup is, is just like...

the next high, like the next thing, like something to get me out of sitting with things.

And so it's like that 30 minute window of just like absolutely nothing.

Right.

Meditation is outside of that.

So it's like, um, all those things, uh, regular meeting attendance.

Um, it's in-person meetings.

Like there's young kids out here that, um,

And, uh, even like a guy that's like older than me that I've, uh, been sponsoring throughout the season.

And so like taking them through book work and helping them with their recovery journey, like being of service helps me out rewarding tremendously.

Um, and then, um, going to meetings, staying in touch and make doing the work that, um, you know, my sponsor is giving me still being a student.

And, um,

Uh, and trying to keep some kind of creative rhythm, creative flow.

Like that's where the music comes up for me.

Uh, you know, I'm sure a lot of people see the, the athlete doing music.

It's like, man, this thing is trying to just trying to, uh, be cool and rap.

But it's like, nah, that like that level of expression for me is healing on so many ways.