David Archuleta

Of course.

yeah, so it was just, it was kind of weird because like before, like she was telling me how she was looking forward to seeing her friends.

And then, and then we had that call and we ended things.

And then right, you know, just days before she was supposed to spend time with her friend, that happened.

And, um,

So I just haven't talked to her, but you know, my sister showed me like a post that she did where she was, she's, she was still very Mormon and she'd made a post saying, I'm very grateful.

It was Thanksgiving.

And a lot of Mormons love to say what they're thankful for.

And she said, I want to, I'm so thankful for, for my gay friends.

And for gay people.

And she was saying, listing all the things why her gay friends specifically were such a light and blessing in her life.

And that for me was very healing to hear about.

And I just respected her so much because I felt like a failure to her.

And I felt like, how could a girl forgive you for ruining her future is how I was feeling.

And to see that, you know, okay, maybe it wasn't that.

If she never spoke to me again, it wasn't because I was...

Gay or queer.

It was because, you know, it was just messy.

I had my trauma and it was definitely coming through in the relationship that we had.

And I hadn't figured myself out yet.