David Senra

And he's talking to Doc Holliday about like, what drives...

Johnny Ringo to do what he does.

And the performance by Val Kilmer is incredible.

And he's just like, people like that have a giant hole in their heart that no matter what they do, they can't fill.

And so then Wyatt asked the follow-up questions like, what does he want?

And he goes, revenge.

Revenge for what?

Revenge for being born.

And I think what drives me, if you get into like how I think about it, is like I wanted professional success to say I was born in the wrong environment and I will prove to you

They're like, I am not like the rest of these people.

I knew that since I was like six.

I felt very different for a long time.

And I was like, and I'm going to do this for myself, but you're also going to see that I'm not going to wind up like these people.

It's almost like a revenge for being born

in the environment that I was, that like drives me.

Now, the self-criticism, you could be, my self-criticism for a long time, and you see this with a lot of high performers, is like constantly negative, like overtly, overly negative.

And what I've now changed to is just like, that drove me, right, to...

Work all the time to try to find a craft that you can be really good at.

That has already happened.

So that was useful for back then.