David

It is amazing. It was amazing though, but it wasn't a mate. It was a, it was an extremely addictive too. I mean, I was addicted, really addicted to it real fast. So, so what happened was I, I couldn't stop taking it because I'd get so, so you get so sick, you know, a couple of days, you know, probably if you could, Xanax will make you really sick after, um,

It is amazing. It was amazing though, but it wasn't a mate. It was a, it was an extremely addictive too. I mean, I was addicted, really addicted to it real fast. So, so what happened was I, I couldn't stop taking it because I'd get so, so you get so sick, you know, a couple of days, you know, probably if you could, Xanax will make you really sick after, um,

It is amazing. It was amazing though, but it wasn't a mate. It was a, it was an extremely addictive too. I mean, I was addicted, really addicted to it real fast. So, so what happened was I, I couldn't stop taking it because I'd get so, so you get so sick, you know, a couple of days, you know, probably if you could, Xanax will make you really sick after, um,

couple months of taking if you try to you can't just quit taking it you'll get so sick you know uh i could it was this is what happened it's a big roller coaster if i wasn't high i couldn't go to work i couldn't get up and go to work you know and i couldn't take care of myself so it's just a you know it i'd get so sick i couldn't get out of bed and so i'd have to go to work to get enough money to go get some more drugs you know

couple months of taking if you try to you can't just quit taking it you'll get so sick you know uh i could it was this is what happened it's a big roller coaster if i wasn't high i couldn't go to work i couldn't get up and go to work you know and i couldn't take care of myself so it's just a you know it i'd get so sick i couldn't get out of bed and so i'd have to go to work to get enough money to go get some more drugs you know

couple months of taking if you try to you can't just quit taking it you'll get so sick you know uh i could it was this is what happened it's a big roller coaster if i wasn't high i couldn't go to work i couldn't get up and go to work you know and i couldn't take care of myself so it's just a you know it i'd get so sick i couldn't get out of bed and so i'd have to go to work to get enough money to go get some more drugs you know

And then eventually I figured out how to go to, they have what's called methadone clinics. They have them all over the country, but they have one, you know, they have a few around here and I figured that out. It was before the whole prescription or before they check on it, you know, and I was, you could go to a couple of them at a time and stuff. So it got worse. It gets worse and worse.

And then eventually I figured out how to go to, they have what's called methadone clinics. They have them all over the country, but they have one, you know, they have a few around here and I figured that out. It was before the whole prescription or before they check on it, you know, and I was, you could go to a couple of them at a time and stuff. So it got worse. It gets worse and worse.

And then eventually I figured out how to go to, they have what's called methadone clinics. They have them all over the country, but they have one, you know, they have a few around here and I figured that out. It was before the whole prescription or before they check on it, you know, and I was, you could go to a couple of them at a time and stuff. So it got worse. It gets worse and worse.

Well, I get up where I'm like, I don't know how old was I? Like 40, 45 years old. I'm married. I got two kids and we're living together. Yeah, 40. I think it was 40, 41. And me and my wife get in a big fight. And I left that night. It's fuzzy. It doesn't really matter. But I left and I just I didn't really have anywhere to go. So I just got away from the situation.

Well, I get up where I'm like, I don't know how old was I? Like 40, 45 years old. I'm married. I got two kids and we're living together. Yeah, 40. I think it was 40, 41. And me and my wife get in a big fight. And I left that night. It's fuzzy. It doesn't really matter. But I left and I just I didn't really have anywhere to go. So I just got away from the situation.

Well, I get up where I'm like, I don't know how old was I? Like 40, 45 years old. I'm married. I got two kids and we're living together. Yeah, 40. I think it was 40, 41. And me and my wife get in a big fight. And I left that night. It's fuzzy. It doesn't really matter. But I left and I just I didn't really have anywhere to go. So I just got away from the situation.

I thought the cops were going to show up. Now, I don't think they did that night. But the next day I'm driving around, man, I got to go home sometime. I think my drugs were at home or something. But anyways, this is how it all starts, man. This turned into a fucking shit show. I go pulling up to my house and I get out of my car and I open the door.

I thought the cops were going to show up. Now, I don't think they did that night. But the next day I'm driving around, man, I got to go home sometime. I think my drugs were at home or something. But anyways, this is how it all starts, man. This turned into a fucking shit show. I go pulling up to my house and I get out of my car and I open the door.

I thought the cops were going to show up. Now, I don't think they did that night. But the next day I'm driving around, man, I got to go home sometime. I think my drugs were at home or something. But anyways, this is how it all starts, man. This turned into a fucking shit show. I go pulling up to my house and I get out of my car and I open the door.

Fucking everybody, cops from all over the fucking place just come storming me like I'm Hitler or something. And I'm like, oh, fuck. Oh, my God. I can imagine myself in jail with no drugs. I'm going to die. I'll die. I got to do what I can while I can. I took out this bottle of the rest of the drugs I had and I ate it all. Everything I had. They come storming up there. I didn't even move.

Fucking everybody, cops from all over the fucking place just come storming me like I'm Hitler or something. And I'm like, oh, fuck. Oh, my God. I can imagine myself in jail with no drugs. I'm going to die. I'll die. I got to do what I can while I can. I took out this bottle of the rest of the drugs I had and I ate it all. Everything I had. They come storming up there. I didn't even move.

Fucking everybody, cops from all over the fucking place just come storming me like I'm Hitler or something. And I'm like, oh, fuck. Oh, my God. I can imagine myself in jail with no drugs. I'm going to die. I'll die. I got to do what I can while I can. I took out this bottle of the rest of the drugs I had and I ate it all. Everything I had. They come storming up there. I didn't even move.

I was literally in the jam of my door. I just pulled it out of my pocket. I took it all. They come storming in there, arrest me. I can remember this. I can remember getting in the cop car.

I was literally in the jam of my door. I just pulled it out of my pocket. I took it all. They come storming in there, arrest me. I can remember this. I can remember getting in the cop car.