Deontay Kyle

That ended badly, and ever since then, it's just been a cycle of situationships.

The worst one was last year.

A nine-month situation with a man who had no car, no stability, and plenty audacity.

I was horny, lonely, and way too kind.

Caught feelings, he benefited.

When I finally walked away, he insulted me.

That situation really messed me up.

Fast forward, every guy since either plays nice at first and keeps things strictly sexual,

Oh, every guy since then either plays nice at first or keeps things strictly sexual.

Even now, I'm kind of talking to someone out of state, mostly sexual, and I caught myself getting anxious over response times and immediately had to shut it down.

That scared me.

Here's the thing.

I'm very lustful.

We can tell.

We appreciate the honesty, but we figured that out.

We gathered it.

You know what I mean?

I'm very lustful, but I'm also very loving.

I want real connection.

I want someone who cares about the small stuff, my favorite songs, movies, who I am as a person.