Derek Jones

Like, what in the world were you thinking, man?

You know, but they're so good at manipulating you and lying to you.

I look back and I'm like, because once this all first came out, I'm going to fast forward for a second.

When it all first came out, it was real hard.

I took it really hard.

Or once everything came out about what she had done overall, because I was like, I felt like I didn't protect my kids.

And how could I stick around for through all this?

And what kind of dad was I?

Man, was I?

And so looking back, yes, it's like through everything.

So we'll go back to the leukemia.

So she says she has leukemia and then it comes out she don't, you know, started asking for paperwork and stuff.

And she's like, I'm waiting on the email.

And I kept on and I kept on and I'm like, OK, you know, something's not adding up.

And then finally it came out that she didn't.

She said that.

She was just in a really dark place and we weren't doing good.

And she just, something was off with her, you know, health wise.

And she just, it wasn't the right decision.

She knows that, but she wishes she could change it, but she couldn't.