Devorah Roloff

Nobody wants, because it's like, it's a burden on your shoulder.

It's like, you can feel like, yeah, like me and this person aren't in the best of places.

And it's, I think it's a different type of

punch in the gut when you have years under your belt with somebody and they act like you don't exist.

Yeah.

Like I said, you don't speak to her at all either.

Okay.

And that's where you are right now.

Yeah.

You know, like everything in life is, I feel like it's,

I mean, yeah, it's a healing journey, but we're constantly changing and evolving and like where you are now might be different than where you are in a year from now.

You know, it's always changing and that's okay.

You always, I always just say like, you have to go with what you're feeling in the moment now.

And you can't be hard on yourself and you're entitled to feel however you need to feel.

And I think that you need to go through feeling those different emotions to heal.

And I think sometimes that's all that matters.

You know, I think that we can...

We can easily get in our own heads and think to ourselves like – like I think with anything, you can just break things down until it – there's nothing left to break down and drive yourself crazy.

But all that matters is that, you know, you're in a place where you're happy and you're confident with yourself and your decisions and you surround yourself with the right type of people that you need right now and who wants to be in your life and who is in your life and –

respects that that's all that matters you know and if somebody makes the decision not to be there that's their loss that has nothing to do with you ever yeah and never question your worth because of blood or this or that like that blood people like there's you know growing up I was always taught like blood is thicker than water but I don't agree with that like I think that