Devorah Roloff

And I'm sorry, but there is something as it's too late.

In the sense of just because he's older now and he's not the badass he is or was, and now he wants to come back and be a part of you.

Like, he lights up now.

But what about the little girl that needed him?

You don't need him now.

You needed him then.

So...

I don't think you should hold that guilt.

I don't think you need to.

You don't owe him anything.

He didn't give you anything that you need to owe him.

That's true.

So I think that you feel the way you do because you're a good person, because we're taught to respect our parents no matter what and love our parents and our parents give us this and this, which like you said, if you're blessed with good ones, yeah, they do give you those things and they set up the foundation.

He didn't give you a foundation.

You built that on your own with your mom, with your grandma, you know, like, yeah, I think that

you have to get through the guilt that you feel within yourself, but I don't think that's really a guilt that you have because of him.

I think that's what you think, but I think it's more like a,

I think maybe you wish that you acted different so that you felt better about it, but you truly didn't owe him that.

Does that make sense?

And I guarantee you anybody, like I get why you feel the way you do.