Dr Jeni Haynes

So we brought somebody who could take the smell away.

We created somebody who could take his noises away.

We developed somebody who doesn't breathe.

George Blair West, our psychiatrist, really freaked every time the boy who didn't breathe came for a visit because he doesn't breathe.

It's literally he doesn't breathe.

But everybody that I made, I made them so that they would take away the things that made it hard for me to deal with Daddy.

And I didn't realise I was making so many.

I could create...

anywhere up to 50 altars in a day if Dad was being particularly unpleasant.

But...

they would come so let's take the guy who deals with the smell dad smells like the most unwashed construction worker combined with a smell of burning bakelite which is what old tvs were made of in the 70s right and dad reeks of this and it's an overpowering smothering choking smell

So we created altars that could take the smell away.

So I deal with Dad and the smell is dealt with by somebody else so that I don't have to fight to be able to deal with what Daddy is expecting us to do, which for those people who don't know is really unpleasant and we'll probably leave it at that, okay?

We will not go into any details.

I don't want to do that.

I just want to make sure that everybody that listens to this or watches this.

I looked after Jennifer Margaret Linda.

And so when people want to know where's the original child, we finally let go of her in 2020.

And she was six months old when I let go of her.

And she is now, she just turned 56 at our most recent birthday.