Dr. Mary Claire Haver

that fear, you know, always checking on children and stuff.

But yeah, I didn't either.

I would have said the same thing at 30.

Like, this is it.

This is the peak.

And like, what is this?

I'm exhausted.

I got two toddlers.

I'm working a hundred hours a week.

I'm, you know, what is, it was not about joy and it totally is now.

That's what I really hope with the book is, you know, this will be so many women are just so lost and disrupted and, and feel like they like lose years of their lives through this, you know, and I did.

And so, you know, that this will be that educational guide with tools and tips and, you know, make them feel, okay, I'm going to be okay.

I'm going to be okay.

We're going to figure this out.

Oh, I was a terrible mother.

I mean, when I think back of just flying off the handle at my kids for the littlest thing, and I remember driving and the younger one had, she was very sassy.

I don't know if y'all use that word.

term she was my sassy one and she said something and I like slammed on the brakes in the middle of the like road and like to where the car went jerk and I saw her little face and her eyes in the rearview mirror and I was like

What did I just do?

Like, what did I just do?