Drew Burney

And can I be intentional about that even?

It's like, oh, oh,

point something out that just, you could just let go.

I think you said something there, though, that rang true with me now anyway, is that you decided that you were going to stick with it this time.

You decided you were going to actually look at this.

And if there's anything I'm good at, it's denial.

So...

That's what I've learned too, is that like, even me saying that, like, oh, I'm afraid of abandonment.

That to me, I would like, I, that makes me just curl up inside and like, well, I don't like that at all, but because it just seems so weak and it seems so, I don't know, immature.

I know.

And that's what I'm saying is now I have to turn to it.

I know.

I don't know.

That's where I'm at.

That does help, though.

And like I said, I am just playing around with the stories now, too.

Meditation has actually helped me a little bit with this.

Probably need to do some more therapy around it.

But yeah.

It's kind of where I'm at with my girlfriend right now.