Drew Burney

Yeah.

I just think this is the story I have in my head right now.

OK, is that if I can get through this and I can kind of address those, what I'm seeing right now is the underlying issue, which is fear of abandonment.

Right.

If I can somehow remove that barrier, I see it as a barrier at this point to something deeper.

I don't know what.

It's just like, if I can remove that, it feels like something's going to come flooding in or out and something's going to break wide open.

If I can remove that fear of abandonment.

Yeah.

It feels like it's like, it's blocking me because another thing, and I think I've mentioned this to you before, just about every girlfriend I've had in my adult life, they've asked me what I want.

Of course, like everybody, you know, at some point they're going to ask you that.

And I just go blank.

I just like, I'm just, I'm like, I don't know.

I don't know what I want.

Like, this seems fun.

I like you.

What more do I need?

Right.

Yeah.

And so what I think is going on, what it feels like is going on, this is a story I'm telling myself currently, again, if I can remove that, then I can finally figure out what I want.