Dylan Mulvaney

But sometimes I think about having... had none of this happened, had I not put that video up there that first day, I was about to like apply to my local bookstore, Book Soup in West Hollywood as like a sales associate. And I sometimes like fantasize about, oh, what would it have looked like that way had I kept it all to myself? And I don't want to go there because that is ultimately regret.

But sometimes I think about having... had none of this happened, had I not put that video up there that first day, I was about to like apply to my local bookstore, Book Soup in West Hollywood as like a sales associate. And I sometimes like fantasize about, oh, what would it have looked like that way had I kept it all to myself? And I don't want to go there because that is ultimately regret.

But I think that When I take away all of the external pieces and if I am just with myself, I'm good. I've got me. I know who I am. I love who I am. I love my womanhood. And it's when the noise comes in and when... Other people have access to me and my person that that changes. And so I think I'm starting to test my limits of like this big theme for this year is safety.

But I think that When I take away all of the external pieces and if I am just with myself, I'm good. I've got me. I know who I am. I love who I am. I love my womanhood. And it's when the noise comes in and when... Other people have access to me and my person that that changes. And so I think I'm starting to test my limits of like this big theme for this year is safety.

But I think that When I take away all of the external pieces and if I am just with myself, I'm good. I've got me. I know who I am. I love who I am. I love my womanhood. And it's when the noise comes in and when... Other people have access to me and my person that that changes. And so I think I'm starting to test my limits of like this big theme for this year is safety.

Also, funny enough, I'm really into vision boards. Haven't even made mine because this year is so uncharted that I'm like and safety is the top priority right now. It's like got to get through. But I am kind of testing the waters right now of like how... How much can I put out there without it making it on the news? And who should I surround myself with that makes me feel the most in my womanhood?

Also, funny enough, I'm really into vision boards. Haven't even made mine because this year is so uncharted that I'm like and safety is the top priority right now. It's like got to get through. But I am kind of testing the waters right now of like how... How much can I put out there without it making it on the news? And who should I surround myself with that makes me feel the most in my womanhood?

Also, funny enough, I'm really into vision boards. Haven't even made mine because this year is so uncharted that I'm like and safety is the top priority right now. It's like got to get through. But I am kind of testing the waters right now of like how... How much can I put out there without it making it on the news? And who should I surround myself with that makes me feel the most in my womanhood?

Yeah, it's the Mercury retrograde. This past year was the Stella got her groove back kind of. I hadn't felt joy that after Beer Gate for about a year, maybe actually a year and a half, I did not feel joy, like pure joy.

Yeah, it's the Mercury retrograde. This past year was the Stella got her groove back kind of. I hadn't felt joy that after Beer Gate for about a year, maybe actually a year and a half, I did not feel joy, like pure joy.

Yeah, it's the Mercury retrograde. This past year was the Stella got her groove back kind of. I hadn't felt joy that after Beer Gate for about a year, maybe actually a year and a half, I did not feel joy, like pure joy.

And then it was this past summer, I was in Edinburgh Fringe Festival doing a one-woman show that I wrote about kind of all of this and getting to put it to music and make people laugh. I looked out at the audience and I started crying. My first, oh God, now I'm crying on here. I thought that wasn't going to happen. I looked out at the audience and I thought, oh my God, I feel joy again.

And then it was this past summer, I was in Edinburgh Fringe Festival doing a one-woman show that I wrote about kind of all of this and getting to put it to music and make people laugh. I looked out at the audience and I started crying. My first, oh God, now I'm crying on here. I thought that wasn't going to happen. I looked out at the audience and I thought, oh my God, I feel joy again.

And then it was this past summer, I was in Edinburgh Fringe Festival doing a one-woman show that I wrote about kind of all of this and getting to put it to music and make people laugh. I looked out at the audience and I started crying. My first, oh God, now I'm crying on here. I thought that wasn't going to happen. I looked out at the audience and I thought, oh my God, I feel joy again.

And it was almost scary because I didn't think it was going to be possible. Mm-hmm. And I was so grateful because I didn't know if I was going to have to live the rest of my life feeling like that. And I didn't want to talk about it or tell people that I felt that way because I didn't want them to feel the burden of knowing that that's how I felt.

And it was almost scary because I didn't think it was going to be possible. Mm-hmm. And I was so grateful because I didn't know if I was going to have to live the rest of my life feeling like that. And I didn't want to talk about it or tell people that I felt that way because I didn't want them to feel the burden of knowing that that's how I felt.

And it was almost scary because I didn't think it was going to be possible. Mm-hmm. And I was so grateful because I didn't know if I was going to have to live the rest of my life feeling like that. And I didn't want to talk about it or tell people that I felt that way because I didn't want them to feel the burden of knowing that that's how I felt.

And I felt like I had this responsibility of like being this person that people come to to be happy or to make them laugh at the end of the day or they liked my pretty

And I felt like I had this responsibility of like being this person that people come to to be happy or to make them laugh at the end of the day or they liked my pretty

And I felt like I had this responsibility of like being this person that people come to to be happy or to make them laugh at the end of the day or they liked my pretty