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hit a button on her app, and it would open up the camera into my room, and a little red light would turn on, and it freaked the nurses out. And then I also heard there was some nanny spy cams, kind of like teddy bear cameras, which is a no-no in hospital world's

I heard her speaking. I wasn't sure if it was the teddy bear or the Amazon devices, but I would hear her voice be like, don't do that or he needs this or like whatever. And it would scare the nurses. And there was a button you could hit for like do not serve. And they started to do that when they would hear these voices. And I just remember her coming in the hospital and

I heard her speaking. I wasn't sure if it was the teddy bear or the Amazon devices, but I would hear her voice be like, don't do that or he needs this or like whatever. And it would scare the nurses. And there was a button you could hit for like do not serve. And they started to do that when they would hear these voices. And I just remember her coming in the hospital and

kind of like freaking out on them never to touch that button. It didn't feel concerning in that moment at all. It was just like, I always thought going through that it was for my best interest. But nowadays, I don't think it was for me. I think it was for her and control. But at the time, again, it didn't. Yeah, I don't know.

kind of like freaking out on them never to touch that button. It didn't feel concerning in that moment at all. It was just like, I always thought going through that it was for my best interest. But nowadays, I don't think it was for me. I think it was for her and control. But at the time, again, it didn't. Yeah, I don't know.

I'm still like fucked up in my own head because I'm like, did I think this way because I was so blinded by the love I fell for her at that time or what? But yeah, it was always like I was trying to do whatever would make her feel okay.

I'm still like fucked up in my own head because I'm like, did I think this way because I was so blinded by the love I fell for her at that time or what? But yeah, it was always like I was trying to do whatever would make her feel okay.

So when I was on hospice and isolated, just me and my wife, I started hearing her talk to herself. She would just be rambling on and on about her day and things that pissed her off. And when she'd be like cleaning me, changing me, she said... You know, honey, you know how I always wanted a baby? Well, now I got my own 100-pound baby. Obviously, I'm not 100 pounds anymore, but I was.

So when I was on hospice and isolated, just me and my wife, I started hearing her talk to herself. She would just be rambling on and on about her day and things that pissed her off. And when she'd be like cleaning me, changing me, she said... You know, honey, you know how I always wanted a baby? Well, now I got my own 100-pound baby. Obviously, I'm not 100 pounds anymore, but I was.

Another thing she would say, which first time I thought it was kind of funny, humorous, because I had dark humor. She would say, I always wanted a husband that could not talk back. And then she kept saying it. And that's when, what's that movie? The movie Misery. I was like, oh my God, she has lost her mind. I'm like stuck in misery, but that guy could talk and kind of move. Not me.

Another thing she would say, which first time I thought it was kind of funny, humorous, because I had dark humor. She would say, I always wanted a husband that could not talk back. And then she kept saying it. And that's when, what's that movie? The movie Misery. I was like, oh my God, she has lost her mind. I'm like stuck in misery, but that guy could talk and kind of move. Not me.

So it's very scary. So these were the strange admissions I heard. How she always wanted a baby and now that she has her own 100-pound baby. And she always wanted a husband that could not talk back.

So it's very scary. So these were the strange admissions I heard. How she always wanted a baby and now that she has her own 100-pound baby. And she always wanted a husband that could not talk back.

Mother-in-law at the time, Cindy, after Al broke, well, didn't break it off, but she like stopped coming around. And when I said, I love you, kind of hung up the phone and I filed for divorce and she got really angry and it was a battle. Her mother secretly visited me and talked to me, like, all the time.

Mother-in-law at the time, Cindy, after Al broke, well, didn't break it off, but she like stopped coming around. And when I said, I love you, kind of hung up the phone and I filed for divorce and she got really angry and it was a battle. Her mother secretly visited me and talked to me, like, all the time.

Actually, that's the only reason I have any photos in that video of me dying in the hospital. That's from her. This goes all the way to when I can verbally speak again, and the divorce is starting to get real heated up. And Eli's back in my life and we'd have like different visiting times. And she said this one thing to me. I was like, I don't know why Ellen is, is acting like this.

Actually, that's the only reason I have any photos in that video of me dying in the hospital. That's from her. This goes all the way to when I can verbally speak again, and the divorce is starting to get real heated up. And Eli's back in my life and we'd have like different visiting times. And she said this one thing to me. I was like, I don't know why Ellen is, is acting like this.

She goes, well, honey, think about it. Your life is getting a lot better and her life is getting a lot worse. And I was thinking about that last night, and I'm like, in the scheme of things at that time, like, my life was no picnic. And it still isn't, quite frankly. But that was odd, and then it was hard for me.

She goes, well, honey, think about it. Your life is getting a lot better and her life is getting a lot worse. And I was thinking about that last night, and I'm like, in the scheme of things at that time, like, my life was no picnic. And it still isn't, quite frankly. But that was odd, and then it was hard for me.

I was like, Cindy, I have a lot of love for you, but I think we shouldn't speak anymore until the divorce is final. And she started crying. And she was like, I want to still be in your life. And I'm like, just until the divorce is final. And then I'll reach out. And I did reach out. I mean, I don't know if I ever told you this. But before we were married, we were all the time.