Ella Mayding
π€ SpeakerAppearances Over Time
Podcast Appearances
And, you know, even still to this day, like he had substance abuse.
And yeah, like my childhood, I actually don't really remember.
And I don't really know why.
I think it's a trauma thing where like...
I don't know.
It's really weird.
Like my brother has all these memories and he's only three years older than me.
Yeah.
But I have like no memories.
So weird, isn't it?
But no emotional connection either.
Yeah.
Okay.
Like it's really quite hard to explain.
Like you think of someone who you didn't know, you miss them.
But who are you missing?
Because you don't actually have any connection to the person.
Yeah.
It's really quite bizarre.
Yeah.