Ella Mayding

And, I mean, I'm quite woo-woo, I will say.

Are you?

Yeah, I am a bit.

Yeah, like I've seen mediums and healers.

And, you know, when it comes to manifesting or speaking to the universe, I don't know why, but I've always spoken to him.

I don't know why.

I get that.

And, like, whenever I ask for signs, I'm always asking him.

But it's like, why am I asking him?

Like, why?

No one told me to, you know.

There's just like a weird...

connection there's like somehow like a link it's like something's just linked i don't know yeah it's really how do you explain you can't really explain it now you've spoken quite openly as well around how your stepdad or brendan's you know how his addiction really affected you guys as a family and you know how addiction in general affects the people closest to you

I can also relate, you know, with aspects of that.

Like a long time ago, I had a partner who was an addict and I was with him for a couple of years and couldn't imagine, I guess, having children whilst going through that.

Yeah.

I want to, I guess, talk a little bit on your mum leaving him and then coming back and still supporting him and still wanting to be there for him.

And she's just had a baby.

Wow.

Like she's putting on some thick armour every single day.