Ella Mayding

I get it all the time.

I'm sure you do.

Especially because you call him dad, which I think is really sweet.

I think that's really nice that you've given him that, you know.

Wow.

I know.

Yeah.

And at what age, I mean, you mentioned that your mum sort of always mentioned, you know, your dad's not here.

So at what age did you start being a bit more curious?

Even being a teenager.

You know, being a teenager and learning those details.

I was around 18, 19 when I started questioning my mum and like the details.

Yeah.

But still didn't really understand.

And then as I got older and then I actually dated an addict, I then understood the details a bit more.

Yeah.

So even, even being as a, as a teen, like you say it as a teen, as in like, that might be older, but that's like such a crucial time of development of hormonal changes in a female.

And to even try to understand that at that age, like, is that, did you then go and get, go to therapy?

Since you shared that story on I'm a Celebrity, did you get, I'm not sure like what your DMs might be like, but did you get people sort of sharing their own stories?

Yeah.