Elle

Because I'm not a very feminine person.

And it.

gives me a lot of anxiety to dress feminine that's interesting so yeah and he knows that and he knew that I like wanted to fit in with the other lifestyle people but also that I still wanted to hold my own style per se mm-hmm

And so he ended up making me like a leather bodysuit type thing where he fitted it to me and he bought me pantyhose, which he's a big hoser, as you would say.

There you go.

And it was always something where I knew he loved it, but it always made me uncomfortable because I didn't like the feeling of the feminine aspect.

Yeah.

And so kind of at the beginning of the event, I was really shy.

I was really like I covered up.

And then kind of each day I wore less and less clothing and I became even more confident.

And I kind of just started feeling myself.

I was like acknowledging that I could be sexy and that I could be

wear feminine clothing without being feminine per se.

And then so I, and I was selling, you know, our products, I was able to like, gush about like,

Oh, yeah.

You know, we use this hood and it's my hood.

Like it's my favorite item in our whole store.

And it's a full leather hood with a zipper mouth.

Right.

And I like I was able to kind of grow in that.