Elle

not that i was you know i had a small crush on him but it was something where i was like i vibed with him and i wanted to get to know this guy which i find very ironic because i am very much interested in women and female bodies but every single person that i've kind of like met in the lifestyle and connected with has been men

I think that I am more reserved when it comes to approaching women and feminine people.

And so like, I think I just feel more emboldened to approach men because

I'm not afraid of them telling me no.

Yeah, and it is like, to this day, still very sexually attracted to women and feminine creatures.

And yet, I still have yet it's been five years since I've slept with one.

And that was my ex-girlfriend.

And every time I'm like, okay, this next event, I will, you know, hit on a woman and we'll see where that goes.

And I have yet to get there.

You know, honestly, I think it's just not.

Well, I mean, with Fox, I like our relationship is very us and the

worst we've never really we've only allowed his other partner to be involved in the same space and my nesting partner his love is for music and music only so even though i tell him hey you should go you know find someone find a girl to fuck you know like bring her home he

just always, you know, it's focused on music and doesn't go out and kind of, you know, explore.

So we say that his relationship, his relationship with me and his relationship with music, those are his two loves and that's all he needs.

No, he's like, he's not a cuck.

He, he really like he is friends with Fox.

They are on good terms.

He will take, we have a, my nesting partner and I have a child together and he'll take our child so that I can go be with Fox and have our like weekly play time together.

Yeah.

I would say like, he is my primary in terms of just like, we've, we have built our family.