Emilie Kiser

Nobody's ever going to know you on the deepest level as the people who love you and truly know your heart and know you.

And I think if anything, I find kind of peace in that of the people who know us know us.

That's really the only people you genuinely need in your life and that you need to understand you is the people who know you and love you.

And everyone's entitled to their opinion.

I think that's a hard lesson I've had to learn.

So much at the beginning, I felt so much anger towards the public.

And I mean, I still do.

I think I have every right to.

But I also put myself in the shoes of, unfortunately, I would probably do the same thing and have assumptions and have opinions and have thoughts about what happened.

And naturally, I think it's natural human reaction to want to put blame on someone.

It's the only way that you can come up with a logical reason of why it happened or how it happened is to place blame.

And I think in some ways it makes people feel better.

I mean, I can't fully blame people.

I could say a list of things that I wish people knew or a list of things that I feel like were said wrong or assumed wrong or facts, but it just really doesn't matter.

I feel like all that matters that I want people to know is just how much we love Trigg and how much we miss him and how

Trust me, we beat ourselves up every day.

We know what we could have done differently.

Hindsight really is 20-20.

And I promise you, there are so many things now looking back that I wish we did differently.

The only thing I can do