Emily Atack

But for me personally, I want to be smaller or I want to be... And even I could be doing the best work of my life, but I'm still looking at how many chins I've got on the monitor.

You know, it's like...

But that's because I just don't want people to say it to me.

It just hurts my feelings.

You know, there are certain insults that people just can't take and are just really awful.

And that is just one of them for me.

And I want to be a good role model and a positive role model.

But I'm just being honest.

So I feel like when we were growing up, Martha was... Whenever we'd go somewhere...

Like on holiday, on a trip, Martha always had like a perfect little suitcase with her little toiletry compartments.

She's got one of those really grown up toiletry bags with compartments in it.

And I remember looking at that like, we got in there.

Yeah.

She's using all her stuff, putting it all on and just like, I'm that person.

Like if I'm on holiday, I lose everything.

I lose everybody else's things.

I turn up hungover with a bag of just like all just the bits that I need.

And that's kind of it.

Obviously, I'll just shove a load of shit in the bag and then that's me done.

I believe that I don't deserve nice...