Emily Atack

I don't deserve expensive, nice things.

I don't know why.

And Al says it's something he's really noticed about me.

I love buying things for other people.

I love giving people presents.

It sounds like I'm trying to be all like Mother Teresa, but I love spoiling people.

I don't feel like I deserve nice things and I can't and also don't don't get me nice things because I can't keep them nice and I can't I'll I lose everything it's the Bermuda Triangle of my life if you come if I borrow something off you you're never seeing it again and I can't help it I'd you know and people have over the years they've had a go at me and said it's yeah it's disrespectful of other people's things I'm like yeah I know that now and I I should I should be better but I just I think I'm just I don't have a materialistic bone in my body yes so I don't care

I don't care if I lose my phone.

Don't care.

Wow.

Don't care.

What's the nicest thing you've ever bought yourself?

Well... Probably my house.

Yes.

And my mum's house.

I bought my mum's house for her, which is the biggest privilege in the world that I can do that.

But again, it's all very much...

for other people I still don't really know how to buy myself anything nice I've got a few nice handbags now okay but that's kind of it I don't and but also my handbag I've got I've got a nice handbag next to me down here but wait till I show you what's inside I can't wait to see it's got like an old baby bell in it from weeks ago and like it's I think it actually does have a pair of knickers in it oh my god Emily I never want you to change it's

Thank you.

I mean, my mum drew the line at a bottle of...