Emily Miller

what's going on um and hours and hours have gone by and i finally caved into gas and air um and i was sucking on it like no tomorrow i was like babe i don't think this is working she said to me it's not working i was like let me test it i did i was like

Yeah, I don't know if, did you do gas and air?

Yeah, I don't know if, did you do gas and air?

Yeah, I don't know if, did you do gas and air?

That's not really as big of a thing. They don't even offer that.

That's not really as big of a thing. They don't even offer that.

That's not really as big of a thing. They don't even offer that.

I was like, it's not working.

I was like, it's not working.

I was like, it's not working.

Yeah, but for me it wasn't touching the sides. I was in so much pain. Yeah, it's so much pain. Yeah, so much pain. I had no idea how painful it was.

Yeah, but for me it wasn't touching the sides. I was in so much pain. Yeah, it's so much pain. Yeah, so much pain. I had no idea how painful it was.

Yeah, but for me it wasn't touching the sides. I was in so much pain. Yeah, it's so much pain. Yeah, so much pain. I had no idea how painful it was.

more yeah more 36 hours in total yeah so but at some point in them 36 hours i was like i can't do this anymore i can't i like i need i need an epidural i can't do it the nurse kept checking me and i wasn't dilating i think i was only like three four four centimeters at this point um bear in mind you need to get to 10 obviously i know you know that but just anyone listening um

more yeah more 36 hours in total yeah so but at some point in them 36 hours i was like i can't do this anymore i can't i like i need i need an epidural i can't do it the nurse kept checking me and i wasn't dilating i think i was only like three four four centimeters at this point um bear in mind you need to get to 10 obviously i know you know that but just anyone listening um

more yeah more 36 hours in total yeah so but at some point in them 36 hours i was like i can't do this anymore i can't i like i need i need an epidural i can't do it the nurse kept checking me and i wasn't dilating i think i was only like three four four centimeters at this point um bear in mind you need to get to 10 obviously i know you know that but just anyone listening um

And my waters still hadn't broken either at this point. And I was refusing everything. They're like, do you want us to break your waters? I was like, no, I don't want you to touch me. I don't want to do it all on my own. But then again, it got to the point where I needed an epidural. I genuinely thought I was going to die. That is the pain I was in.

And my waters still hadn't broken either at this point. And I was refusing everything. They're like, do you want us to break your waters? I was like, no, I don't want you to touch me. I don't want to do it all on my own. But then again, it got to the point where I needed an epidural. I genuinely thought I was going to die. That is the pain I was in.

And my waters still hadn't broken either at this point. And I was refusing everything. They're like, do you want us to break your waters? I was like, no, I don't want you to touch me. I don't want to do it all on my own. But then again, it got to the point where I needed an epidural. I genuinely thought I was going to die. That is the pain I was in.

Thinking back, people have been speaking to other mums. I don't think it was normal, the pain I was experiencing.