Emily Miller

Thinking back, people have been speaking to other mums. I don't think it was normal, the pain I was experiencing.

Thinking back, people have been speaking to other mums. I don't think it was normal, the pain I was experiencing.

Yeah, and as I said, I wasn't dialing, so there was no room for him to go. So it was kind of like all these contractions were happening, and it was just getting more and more stuck. Probably maybe fit what happened to you, the whole him getting stuck thing.

Yeah, and as I said, I wasn't dialing, so there was no room for him to go. So it was kind of like all these contractions were happening, and it was just getting more and more stuck. Probably maybe fit what happened to you, the whole him getting stuck thing.

Yeah, and as I said, I wasn't dialing, so there was no room for him to go. So it was kind of like all these contractions were happening, and it was just getting more and more stuck. Probably maybe fit what happened to you, the whole him getting stuck thing.

but yeah first epidural I had as many top ups as I could and it just wasn't working I was in still so much pain to the point where I was begging them to give me another one I was begging I was crying I was like I need and then The girl that was in the ward with me, she was, I think, quite new. So she was doing everything by the book. And she was like, I can't, I can't.

but yeah first epidural I had as many top ups as I could and it just wasn't working I was in still so much pain to the point where I was begging them to give me another one I was begging I was crying I was like I need and then The girl that was in the ward with me, she was, I think, quite new. So she was doing everything by the book. And she was like, I can't, I can't.

but yeah first epidural I had as many top ups as I could and it just wasn't working I was in still so much pain to the point where I was begging them to give me another one I was begging I was crying I was like I need and then The girl that was in the ward with me, she was, I think, quite new. So she was doing everything by the book. And she was like, I can't, I can't.

I was like, you don't understand. Like, I need... And then, luckily, another nurse came in. I just grabbed her. I was like, you need to help me. Like, you need to help me. So she was like, okay, I'll go and get you some help. And by this point, all the doctors and nurses were doing a changeover because it was a new day. So I had to wait for all my notes to be handed over, everyone to...

I was like, you don't understand. Like, I need... And then, luckily, another nurse came in. I just grabbed her. I was like, you need to help me. Like, you need to help me. So she was like, okay, I'll go and get you some help. And by this point, all the doctors and nurses were doing a changeover because it was a new day. So I had to wait for all my notes to be handed over, everyone to...

I was like, you don't understand. Like, I need... And then, luckily, another nurse came in. I just grabbed her. I was like, you need to help me. Like, you need to help me. So she was like, okay, I'll go and get you some help. And by this point, all the doctors and nurses were doing a changeover because it was a new day. So I had to wait for all my notes to be handed over, everyone to...

do a new shift whatever they were doing and i think eventually this is about hour this must be an hour 34 now yeah yeah and eventually i got a second epidural and i think they dosed me up to the max i think i've got a spinal block at the same time as well but the first time in the whole time that she was chilled yeah the first i could breathe like i could breathe i could have a sip of tea like i could eat something what was that whole first part like for you

do a new shift whatever they were doing and i think eventually this is about hour this must be an hour 34 now yeah yeah and eventually i got a second epidural and i think they dosed me up to the max i think i've got a spinal block at the same time as well but the first time in the whole time that she was chilled yeah the first i could breathe like i could breathe i could have a sip of tea like i could eat something what was that whole first part like for you

do a new shift whatever they were doing and i think eventually this is about hour this must be an hour 34 now yeah yeah and eventually i got a second epidural and i think they dosed me up to the max i think i've got a spinal block at the same time as well but the first time in the whole time that she was chilled yeah the first i could breathe like i could breathe i could have a sip of tea like i could eat something what was that whole first part like for you

i mean i don't like seeing you pain in general but that much pain it was just yeah it was horrible i mean that's why i remember so specifically that's one time i was just looking up at the ceiling like i was actually thinking i'm actually gonna die and like i could see you were looking at me and like the tears just streaming on my face like i can't actually i didn't think i could do it i honestly can't get emotional

i mean i don't like seeing you pain in general but that much pain it was just yeah it was horrible i mean that's why i remember so specifically that's one time i was just looking up at the ceiling like i was actually thinking i'm actually gonna die and like i could see you were looking at me and like the tears just streaming on my face like i can't actually i didn't think i could do it i honestly can't get emotional

i mean i don't like seeing you pain in general but that much pain it was just yeah it was horrible i mean that's why i remember so specifically that's one time i was just looking up at the ceiling like i was actually thinking i'm actually gonna die and like i could see you were looking at me and like the tears just streaming on my face like i can't actually i didn't think i could do it i honestly can't get emotional

Yeah, I didn't think I could do it. So it was this point where the nurse was like, Emily, you need to think about a plan B here because this baby's not going to come. And I was like, there's no way I'm having a C-section. That was not any... All the books I was reading, I'd always get past C-section. I was like, there's no way I'm going to have a C-section. I'm going to boss this.

Yeah, I didn't think I could do it. So it was this point where the nurse was like, Emily, you need to think about a plan B here because this baby's not going to come. And I was like, there's no way I'm having a C-section. That was not any... All the books I was reading, I'd always get past C-section. I was like, there's no way I'm going to have a C-section. I'm going to boss this.

Yeah, I didn't think I could do it. So it was this point where the nurse was like, Emily, you need to think about a plan B here because this baby's not going to come. And I was like, there's no way I'm having a C-section. That was not any... All the books I was reading, I'd always get past C-section. I was like, there's no way I'm going to have a C-section. I'm going to boss this.