Emily Miller

But she was like, Emily, you're going to have to. And I was so... I asked her to leave and we spoke about it. My mum was there as well and was also speaking about it. And the main thing, obviously, was just getting Reggie out safe and sound. So, obviously, I did it. So she came in with all the paperwork. I had to sign my life away, like you do.

But she was like, Emily, you're going to have to. And I was so... I asked her to leave and we spoke about it. My mum was there as well and was also speaking about it. And the main thing, obviously, was just getting Reggie out safe and sound. So, obviously, I did it. So she came in with all the paperwork. I had to sign my life away, like you do.

But she was like, Emily, you're going to have to. And I was so... I asked her to leave and we spoke about it. My mum was there as well and was also speaking about it. And the main thing, obviously, was just getting Reggie out safe and sound. So, obviously, I did it. So she came in with all the paperwork. I had to sign my life away, like you do.

And, yeah, next thing you know, I'm being wheeled into theatre, another theatre room. And, God, it's not over there, guys, because that's when I had a panic attack. Fuck!

And, yeah, next thing you know, I'm being wheeled into theatre, another theatre room. And, God, it's not over there, guys, because that's when I had a panic attack. Fuck!

And, yeah, next thing you know, I'm being wheeled into theatre, another theatre room. And, God, it's not over there, guys, because that's when I had a panic attack. Fuck!

I was just I think I was so just in the operating room yeah I was so exhausted so drugged up like I just was out of it and they couldn't operate on me because I was panicking so much like I think they're like Emily you need to stop you need to stop shaking you need to stop stop breathing because I was like

I was just I think I was so just in the operating room yeah I was so exhausted so drugged up like I just was out of it and they couldn't operate on me because I was panicking so much like I think they're like Emily you need to stop you need to stop shaking you need to stop stop breathing because I was like

I was just I think I was so just in the operating room yeah I was so exhausted so drugged up like I just was out of it and they couldn't operate on me because I was panicking so much like I think they're like Emily you need to stop you need to stop shaking you need to stop stop breathing because I was like

Well, no, that's pretty much it. Within 10 minutes of that, baby was born. He was born on his due date. So one in the morning on his due date. That's so rare. So after all of that, I was like, oh, my God. Then by the time he got put on me, I was just so out of it. I said, baby. I was like, no. I was still shaking uncontrollably. I was like, baby, you need to take him off me. I'm going to hurt him.

Well, no, that's pretty much it. Within 10 minutes of that, baby was born. He was born on his due date. So one in the morning on his due date. That's so rare. So after all of that, I was like, oh, my God. Then by the time he got put on me, I was just so out of it. I said, baby. I was like, no. I was still shaking uncontrollably. I was like, baby, you need to take him off me. I'm going to hurt him.

Well, no, that's pretty much it. Within 10 minutes of that, baby was born. He was born on his due date. So one in the morning on his due date. That's so rare. So after all of that, I was like, oh, my God. Then by the time he got put on me, I was just so out of it. I said, baby. I was like, no. I was still shaking uncontrollably. I was like, baby, you need to take him off me. I'm going to hurt him.

So, but yeah, it was just, and then it was just emotional. I think I was throwing up, wasn't I?

So, but yeah, it was just, and then it was just emotional. I think I was throwing up, wasn't I?

So, but yeah, it was just, and then it was just emotional. I think I was throwing up, wasn't I?

The baby's in the room with you. Yeah, yeah. And bear in mind, I'm now wheeled back in the communal area of all the other new mums. I've just had major surgery. Mm-hmm.

The baby's in the room with you. Yeah, yeah. And bear in mind, I'm now wheeled back in the communal area of all the other new mums. I've just had major surgery. Mm-hmm.

The baby's in the room with you. Yeah, yeah. And bear in mind, I'm now wheeled back in the communal area of all the other new mums. I've just had major surgery. Mm-hmm.

like you know no i could not have done that and they say yeah his visiting hours are 10 till 6 and i literally i was like you would you're gonna have to physically remove me from this hospital i'm not i'm not leaving as well i stayed on i slept on the floor on this rock hard floor i'm freezing cold as well yeah and then and it got to about 5 a.m i looked he's still there i was like babe just get in the bed just get in the bed in this single bed like this oh so you'd stayed

like you know no i could not have done that and they say yeah his visiting hours are 10 till 6 and i literally i was like you would you're gonna have to physically remove me from this hospital i'm not i'm not leaving as well i stayed on i slept on the floor on this rock hard floor i'm freezing cold as well yeah and then and it got to about 5 a.m i looked he's still there i was like babe just get in the bed just get in the bed in this single bed like this oh so you'd stayed