Emma Chamberlain

And it was my fault.

Like it was unnecessary.

And as I mentioned earlier, I recently sort of had a reset of sorts.

I'm not overdoing it like I was before.

I'm not beating myself up.

And it's allowed me this mental space to read again.

Because I started reading during my week of rest because I had nothing better to do and I really enjoyed it.

And then I've been able to bring it into my routine, thankfully, because it's so nice, particularly reading before bed.

For a long time, I would watch some sort of content before bed because as I said, I was too exhausted.

I was too exhausted.

I couldn't open a book, you know?

I had just overused my brain all day and stressed myself out so bad that...

I didn't have any energy left to do anything remotely challenging.

And reading is a little challenging.

It requires a bit of discipline to crack open a book, especially when there's easy content being fed to us all the time.

So luckily, I've taken a load off enough in my life to be able to read before bed.

And it's great because it's so much more peaceful.

But it's so hard to get into it.

It's so hard to get into it.

You have to have like the perfect homeostasis in your life to have the energy to read these days.