Emma Chamberlain

And I know why.

It's because I just got out of a two-year relationship.

And this two-year relationship was very bestie vibes.

Like me and my boyfriend hung out all the time, which I didn't have in the relationship prior.

So I still was doing a lot of stuff alone.

In my last relationship, I like did everything with him.

Like we were inseparable besties vibes and it was very fun, but it kind of weakened the muscle.

And so since the breakup, I've been feeling a bit less comfortable with doing stuff alone.

I don't think that's a bad thing.

I mean, listen, I could psychoanalyze my past relationship and say, I should have been doing more things alone while we were together.

But we were having fun.

So I'm not going to say that.

This is just sometimes the way things happen.

That muscle got weakened because I was constantly doing things with him.

And now...

I'm back to doing things alone.

The weekend rolls around.

If all my friends are busy and I want to go do something fun, I'm going to go do it alone.

And there have been a few instances lately where I've been genuinely nervous.

And it shocks me every time because it's just so unlike me.