Emma Chamberlain

And I was too lazy to do anything productive, but I wanted to do something.

And I guess that's kind of the reason why we do anything and everything.

But in my heart, I was like, what am I doing here?

Like, I'm just... I don't know how to explain it.

The particular... Like, I could have made a coffee at home.

You know what I mean?

But I went out and I got this coffee because...

I don't know.

I kind of just wanted to see who was sitting outside, see if there was anyone to spark up a conversation with.

Who knows?

And I think there was something kind of embarrassing about that for me, the fact that I went to this coffee shop because I was like, hmm, what could happen here?

A lot of people I know go to this coffee shop.

I went there intentionally because I was like, hey, you never know.

I might see someone spark up a conversation.

I'm feeling kind of lonely.

And there was something kind of embarrassing about that, even though there's nothing embarrassing about that at all.

But again, I was in kind of a negative headspace that day.

I pushed through, got my coffee, didn't end up talking to anyone, and then decided I would go to one of my favorite vintage stores in Los Angeles.

I pull up, I go in, and at the front of the store, there's a group of kids and they were laughing and they were gabbing and they were talking.

And I end up sparking up a conversation with them.