Emy Moore

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I'd shared that with him.

And I was like, yeah, my mind's all over the place.

And I'm probably not the most emotionally regulated person.

And I'm not even emotionally regulated, but incarcerated by so much fear.

Yeah.

Not even just with like to be in a relationship.

That didn't scare me.

But fear surrounding everything.

Because when...

There's trauma that happens in safe spaces.

Your body and literally your brain does not know how to find safety anywhere.

And I've shared with Malik, you know, my testimony, the background I came from and et cetera, and how it's really played into the way I process things and how hard and difficult it's been for me to...

be the one in my family that actually comes out of that cycle and gets a dub for my family by actually dealing with whatever all of this has been to my family line and the amount of depression, anxiety, and the gaslighting and coming out of narcissistic abuse and verbal abuse and all those things has taken a great toll on my life and

And some of my inner thoughts are still the voices of those that abused me.

And I was sharing with Malik that I was just coming out of a lot of that.

And still even to this day, I work through it.

I mean, your childhood development neurologically is the most important phase ever because it's going to teach you what coach you listen to.

And by the grace of God, he has eliminated a lot of those voices and replaced it with himself.

But we told each other the worst things about us out the gate.