Erin

Yeah, I mean, the only thing I can hold on to is like, you know, with being a Christian, you need to get married, you need to have kids, so then you can carry on Christianity through the earth. And that's what we're called to do. We're called to be fruitful and multiply and carry on Christianity. And I come from a great family, and my husband's family is great.

I want, like, when I picture life, I picture when they're 16, when they're 20, when they're adults. But I don't picture, I can't see... I mean, I see awful me doing awful things when they're, you know, a week old screaming in the middle of the night, they've been fed, they've been changed.

I want, like, when I picture life, I picture when they're 16, when they're 20, when they're adults. But I don't picture, I can't see... I mean, I see awful me doing awful things when they're, you know, a week old screaming in the middle of the night, they've been fed, they've been changed.

I want, like, when I picture life, I picture when they're 16, when they're 20, when they're adults. But I don't picture, I can't see... I mean, I see awful me doing awful things when they're, you know, a week old screaming in the middle of the night, they've been fed, they've been changed.

They've been everything, every need they have has been taken care of, but they won't stop crying in the middle of the night. And I'm, you know, sleep deprived and exhausted and, you know, and I understand that like, you're never going to be sleep deprived until like truly sleep deprived until you've cared for a baby. Like, so yeah, I just, that part of their life, I can't.

They've been everything, every need they have has been taken care of, but they won't stop crying in the middle of the night. And I'm, you know, sleep deprived and exhausted and, you know, and I understand that like, you're never going to be sleep deprived until like truly sleep deprived until you've cared for a baby. Like, so yeah, I just, that part of their life, I can't.

They've been everything, every need they have has been taken care of, but they won't stop crying in the middle of the night. And I'm, you know, sleep deprived and exhausted and, you know, and I understand that like, you're never going to be sleep deprived until like truly sleep deprived until you've cared for a baby. Like, so yeah, I just, that part of their life, I can't.

And it's the very first part. It's the very beginning. And it's years. So it's just hard mentally to like get past or be okay with.

And it's the very first part. It's the very beginning. And it's years. So it's just hard mentally to like get past or be okay with.

And it's the very first part. It's the very beginning. And it's years. So it's just hard mentally to like get past or be okay with.

I can accept when they're 16 and they're being a brat. Like I can handle that. I know I can. I can learn how to do it.

I can accept when they're 16 and they're being a brat. Like I can handle that. I know I can. I can learn how to do it.

I can accept when they're 16 and they're being a brat. Like I can handle that. I know I can. I can learn how to do it.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Can we walk through some of those? Solutions, I guess. I just don't know what they are, I guess.

Can we walk through some of those? Solutions, I guess. I just don't know what they are, I guess.

Can we walk through some of those? Solutions, I guess. I just don't know what they are, I guess.

Not today, but yes.