Esther Falick
👤 SpeakerAppearances Over Time
Podcast Appearances
Yeah.
He hasn't really visited other members of my family in this same way.
It really feels like I have this connection with him.
But still I had this like emotional like hang up.
You know when he was alive.
He was so sick the whole time.
I felt like I could never say how I really felt, or else it would kill him.
I was like, if I really let it out, it would give him a heart attack.
It's not like I kept how I felt from him.
But, you know, I never raised my voice or anything like that until dream number three.
Exactly.
So now in this dream, he's there and he's sort of like crestfallen, you know, like a kid that's being like scolded.
And he's just like has his like head down.
And in the dream, I'm just like I'm yelling at him.
And I'm saying like all the things that I never said when he was alive.
I was like, you always said you trusted me.
Like, I'm saying that this makes me happier.
Like, isn't that enough?
Like, why aren't you listening to me?
Like, I'm so fucking pissed.